Purpose! A powerful word. We need to consider within several contexts. What was young Carol’s purpose, successor Carol’s purpose. This leads us to think about my purpose, the blog’s purpose, and — yes, your purpose in following this blog site! Astrologically, “purpose’ might be the MC in one’s chart, or the Sun. But, we need to consider ‘purpose’ on many levels. We may look for astrological links later.
Young Carol’s purpose in life involved bringing forth a number of children, plus learning to learn about choices and discrimination about the demands on her time and resources and to manage choices and commitments better. The attempts to care for many young children, do without the presence of a supportive father for the children, live up to her perception of her mother’s expectations, and to keep up the presentation of the ‘perfect home’ were all too much for her. All or some of these were obviously wrong.
Carol’s purpose, as she approached childbirth, was to give up . . . totally. With an unfaithful husband, being totally tired, and her whole life’s situation there seemed to be not benefit in going on. A future was something she didn’t want to confront. The provision of sodium pentothal during childbirth caused a sudden reaction. Her lungs collapsed, her spiritual body separates. From a distant position she watches a child being born, she sees a silver cord connecting her to the woman on the operating table. She is whirled off to a cool and peaceful place. Relief comes to her, she is taken into a supportive and loving place. These words summarize what the book recounts from the successor-Carol. Young Carol’s purpose is abridged, it is OK, she is accepted for her efforts.
The successor-Carol who steps into the young mother’s body and life knows of her given purpose. She understands it completely, she will always consciously remember it. The has felt the love and support that accompanied her mission. She can also recall that at any moment she feels she needs it. She is “Conscicous Awareness.” She will continue and complete, perhaps enlarge the mission that was originally given. The pattern of destiny that young Carol fit into is still there. In the future blogs, Carol’s exploits and accomplishments will be covered.
The purpose of this blog is multifold in nature. The initial purpose was to explore how the astrological pattern of Goethe’s moment of Conscious Awareness was replicated in the charts of others who had also found a path to Conscious Awareness. A further extension of this purpose was to find many others who had also had this experience and also exhibited those same patterns. Sharing this with the astrological world would be its goal, its purpose.
A greater purpose in sharing and discussing these experiences was to learn more about myself. I have had no remembered psychic events, no sudden cognitions of any scope that impressed me, no sudden changes in life’s direction. Was I normal, should I have had some sign or experience. Was I trying to hard or just on a wrong track?
And, what about you? Yes, you. You follow this blog. You have an interest in the stories recounted here. Have you had some Conscious Awareness experience, and have you found these unique patterns in your chart? What is your purpose?
If one of my readers would like to join me as a co-moderator, writer or commenter on this blog site, I would be open to that. If you know of others who have had any form of these experiences and feel passionate about talking about these subjects, this is an opportunity.